All That I Crave

hey mont,

this post is specially dedicated for you honey.

i see you in every footsteps of mine

even when my eyes are tightly shut, you were there,

in the stories of my dreams with arrays of characters.

when my eyes are partially shut, u slide your fingers tenderly across to make it fully shut.

the time u watch me sleep, u were tickling my nose, mingling with my eyelashes and lastly,

kissed my forehead and lay on my head

to join me making stories in my dreams.

the way you bliss me with your love 'now', not even money can be exchangeable.

please don't let 'them' take you away from me.

the blood that flows within me, its all you in it honey.

i feel dead when you're gone

watching you walk away, kills me

but what can i do besides watching ?

again, i'm just a girl.

tears is enough to prove that i'm fragile

everything is so beautiful now, the clouds, the grass, you, me, our story.

i want it to halt

make the clock stop ticking, i'm begging you.

i want us to be this way until the end of time

i don't want everything to move and change baby especially your heart

the way you stroke my hair when tears rolled

the way you kiss my forehead when you see into my eyes and say you love me

the way you put me to sleep by covering me with both hands to avoid the penetrating light of the sun

the way you cry for me on your knees when 'leaving you' was uttered

your ways, i don't want it to ever alter.

i want you to know, with everything, i won't let you go.

i love you and it stays glued forever even if you were to walk away.

until then, i'll just sit and stare at the footsteps that you've carved till someone steals me away.

~ you-know-who

ssshhhhh.

gonna surprise monts at his workplace today.

YAYYYY !

PARANORMAL ACTIVITY

An absolute "MUST WATCH"

insane horrifying movie.

so yesterday was the opening for the movie 2012 and yes, we the kiasu couples go grab the tickets first thing when i'm done with school.

He fetch me from my school as i was a bit sick then we walked all the way to inter then off to century square to catch 2012.

I enjoyed it so much !!

GO WATCH !!

we both cried yknow. WE !

means monts also !

really an excellent movie.

damn genuine !

WATCH IT, I SAY !

girls bang bang

to nadhirah shafie and hartini mohammad, thanks for the excellent day last friday. -korang pompan gile tapy gerek !   ~lol

we shop like insane bitches but end up makan pizza only ? haha

so after shopping, we became a 5-minutes karang guni -what the hell right ?

owells actually, nadygaga need that. -ask her why. lols

after that chao to tini's cribs.

cook, do facial, watch horror movies, err, wait wait, we watch them or they watch us ? haha.

we did waxing, err, i mean me. eh, nady too.

i get to pamper myself with two indonesian bibik waxing my legs, thanks bik !   hahaha. kidding oi !

one on the right, one on the left. best or what !

so we gossip gossip gossip past, present and future. -"aku nak kahwen bila aku 28" says nadhirah

haha.

so at around 4plus, they ask me to watch "Boy For Flowers" -korean series

the best thing was while hartini was explaining the language, i nearly snored. wait, did i snored ? haha

nady, yknow lah if there's fan plus me lying down, jawabnye, tidur ! hahaha.

now, a promise from me to nadhirah that ku mungkiri .....

woke up at 6.15am and accompanied nady to the toilet bcos she takut !

she said she wanna go home so i said gimme just 15 minutes of sleep then 6.30, we go.

so i slept and so does she !!!

so end 9.30 we wake-up.

hahahahahaha

"banyak nak bangun 6.30" says nadhirah again.

nady, kite busted sia tglkan tini . member ngh mandi, kte chao.

this was taken when we're seventeen, ingat tak we survey attica club? haha

the times when you kept saying i love you, i miss you and gave me an sms kiss be it day or night or sometimes the first message i receive early in the

morning, i find it sweet, i mean just sweet. JUST and i'll just reply "ok babe, thanks".  it became a routine and i got sick of it.

One fine day when i wake up and as usual picked up my cell to see that short message but nothing appear so i ignored.

My cell was so quiet the whole day. I began to wonder. Where are those messages ? Where are you ? You ?

minutes, hours, days and weeks past ..

oh my god, you are gone and then i realize that i miss those little messages you often sent.

That message actually tells me you're there and you actually thought of me.

But now, where ?

I'm actually waiting for it.

i regret not treasuring that message.

please say that you love me

say that you miss me

give me that kiss.

please.

he's gone.

*treasure every little things they do or say cos once they're gone, there's no turning back

yours sincerely,

if i could just ask one thing of the wind, it would be,

"if you ever feel my little boy, give him a hard blow and he'll know its my whispers"

i l o v e y o u

I saw F A R H A N S H A H !

he was at ..

MY BLOCK !

MY LEVEL !!

BESIDE MY CLASS !!!

imagine my reaction, bye !