Sealed Lips

" No doubt, hurt pricks but in every occurrence, patience will soothe it down"

semalam mothafocking gerek ! so mont got his pay and yes we went bugis. ~member taq sbr2 siol naq grab baju. lol. (i sound like a minah, NOT) anyhoods, yesterday, i absent myself from school, last day mah so just feel like i want an extra one day of holidays. *grin* but i still have to teach as usual, bleahhhh, boring. mont waited for me at pasir ris, so i thought of making him wait like donkey hours BUT he say he bought me a surprise so i decide not too make him wait. hahaha. Siak eh, dgr adr gift je, impatient. lol. so yar lah, i cabot chop-chop lor go meet him to take my present ~haha, then from pasir ris 12-ed to bugis. He shop lke what sia. His shoe, jacket, a few dope tees errrr thats all ? booooo !   hahaha. i also buy 2 vintage dress and denim sleeless jacket and dah ? bahhh! ya lah, after that he bought me something that is so so so special and he knows i love it so much ............. MAKAN !  boo boo boo ! *jeer*

so run here and there at bugis, we were so worn-out and decided to cab-ed home BUT nooooooooooooooo. nabei !  beeeecause, taxi all hired. we walk all over bugis for 2 hours from 9plus just for A TAXI eh no THE TAXI !  in the midst of searching for cabs, we shout here and there. haha. ~penat until naq nanges siols. end up, bus lah. baru naq chill dlm taxi. hahaha step ! so 12-ed home. siannnnnn !

thanks zaky.

YES, i am sick. My tonsilitis is acting up again. Sometimes, i really do have the urge to go for surgery but then again, there is this certain boundaries between me, needles & blood. =) I was having all those slight fever, runny nose and cough the past few days but i thought it was just merely that but i predicted right, yesterday could not even move an inch. The swell in my throat was a killer sia.I had to go to the clinic which i really detest. I detest doctors, needles and blood. now yknow me. lol

It was so nice of mont, to accompany me to polyclinic early in the morning on his way to work without hesitant despite knowing the fact that POLYCLINIC QUEUE IS LONG !  i have been waiting and wanting for which the day that my bf could accompany me to the clinic for 6 years ! so yar, atleast we still have our 'first'. We spent ard 3hours in the clinic? haha. so yar, i really hope to get well soon. and should i go for surgery ?

My energy is really stretched to an extreme and i am so worn-out.  Suddenly i realise my life is BOR ! ringgggggggggg. Starter of the week, school then tutoring and i am sorry to those who ask me out, i have to reject sometimes because i really am super tired because of the rush and the distance from school to work. My everyday life is so sadly pathetic, simei > woodlands >tampines > pasir ris > heaven. I have not much time with b.boy too. He is busy with work to and hardly have off days only just recently lah but one day off only. Sibei sian. I'm so hungry for holidays man. Next month b.boy has quite multiples off days, due to CNY lo.

Important dates for feb that i can't wait:

4th/5th(zaky's pay), 10th(zaky's b'day), 12th(school holidays), 13th(zaky's half-day and he's taking me out), 14th/15th(valentine's so we do what couples do and ton!)

PS : saving up for the gifts

Jezzzt, yesterday was victory. yknow why ?  had a huge!  tiff with that boy the night before and he blurted out somethang' that i detest hearing. My god, i was fuming so badly, i kicked his arse, twist his ears, poked his nose, pull his hair, kicked his vagina errrrr, actually i wish i had done that but NO I COULD NOT !  *err, suspen? no? okay! *  anyhoots, not because i'm a coward or what lah that i did not literally do all the above but it was a Phone Arguement. how is it possible to wrapped him up, tell me ? so yar lah, debate debate debate...

him:  you eh %^$^%$^

me:  what me ! you yang &*&%&^&^

him: oh now my *&^%*& fault ?

and it goes on and on and tralalalala ..

wonder how i will look if a cat fight were to occur? maybe like this *picture below*

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oh my, i look like a tranny having bitch fit !   "mothafocker, hyakdush!"

okay i can still joke but it was fun, on my part!  knowing that dah million years tak bertengkar. LOL. but i know its my fault lah cos its his stuff that i "accidentally" misplaced. but biase, my ego is the priority man !

So iyar, i off my fone, and cry myself to sleep. i cry not because i upset or what ah you all, stomach ache okay! *crap* haha. But i know that his anger can last him for just few minutes only *eleh,stakat?* hahahah!  and at that 'boiling point ', it will drive him to the edge and he will spurt things unexpectedly, EH NO! it wasn't that UNEXPECTEDLY cos  i know  what he is going to say next.  hahaha.

so the next day, he plead to meet me up and talk thing round and not so easy, i make him wait for me and i gave him sets of rules *which i will not named*,  so if he tak follow, i tak meet him. *merajok konon* call me a bitch, but girls, if you got a chance, you will treat your guys, worst. right ? yes ? no?   haha.aa..

so now, we're good. must have more arguments ah papa. i sukeee ! and now we're laughing again......

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random note, i love you even though i bitch fit like tranny sometimes. LOL

My dad just bought a drum set. dream coming true. i've always wanted to have those. So every sunday would be my family activity, jamming ! My kid brother, lead guitarist with his electric guitar. My dad, drummer and me sing ? can ah .. haha. bassist? so what, without bassist, we can still work. proven !

Every 16th will be our historic day. Kyrazany is 6years and 2mths old.So yesterday, met b.boy. It was his turn to surprise me since the first anniversary i did the here-is-the-surprise-for-you-baby ! So the surprise i've demand for was, errr, bring me somewhere? So yar, the place he actually brought was our historic place, One Fullerton ! He knows it was my all time favourite hangout with him. Used to go there every weekend last time, err, 3000 years back ? cavemen time lah. haha. ok so here i am emphasising on quite an extended period that we haven't visited that place for our date. It was quite a romantic place to seek solace as couples.

P/S If you have bf, go there now!

am i right to say, we're vain ?